I Want Youby C.Rocker
I felt the excitement racing through my veins as I do every show. The sounds
of the crowd pumping me up, making my adrenaline rush in my blood. The
cheers, the whistles. I sucked in a drag of my cigarette, one last drag. The
other members of the band were joking about laughing and just general
screwing off. The sound check was complete, the lights were dimming for my
grand entrance.
The band went ahead of me, feeling the anticipation as they
began to kick into the sounds of the opening song, I ran my fingers through
my spiky black hair a little more nervous than I like to admit to the others.
Sometimes the adrenaline is a fear of sort.. What if I freeze, a moment's
stage fright? Every performer gets it, even the best.
Putting on my best rock star smile, my whole persona changing.. I slip my
guitar over my head and let the tech fasten me up with the pack and wiring
for sound.. then I swagger out letting my fingers run over the strings.. up
the neck of the guitar making it wail. I hear the girls screaming.. the crowd
roaring in applause. I go right up to the edge of the stage and burst into
the opening of the song with my guitar.. then standing in front of the mic,
legs wide stance, I play and start to sing..
I don't see her until about the fifth song.. Finally a ballad I can catch my
breath. The crowd is ready for one too, and all seem to sway and dance to my
music. As I take my position on the stool with my acoustic guitar I notice
her. She is swaying to the music as I start to pick... she has long dark hair
and the biggest dark eyes, not able to see what the color is in the dimness
of the stage lights, it's lucky I can even see her at all just the angle of
the light falling right.
She's wearing a white full length summer weight
dress, the shoulders open, sleeveless, and it buttons all the way down the
front.. She has the top four buttons undone to reveal a cleft of a promising
valley between her breasts. She is watching me. I let her notice that I have
noticed her. I hold her gaze, I sing to her directly.
The tension around me feels strong and thick. It is like everyone else has vanished but for me and
the girl. After the song is over she smiles at me and I smile back. I have
to have her.
Then we kick into a rocking song, and the sweat pours from my
brow in the hot lights.. I feel so electric with the music pounding in my
veins.. in my ears, the sounds of the guitar brought to wild life by my
hands.. Feel myself getting an erection as I always do on stage, from the
pure excitement of it all. I look for her. I don't see her anywhere now..
feeling disappointed I begin to soup it up gyrating wildly for the screaming
fans below me.
The next song is a rocker too, but not so wild and I have
time to actually look at the fans, and some of them reach out to touch my
boots as I pass close to the edge of the stage, feeling a twinge of fear..
what if they pull me off.. has happened before to stars. I toss a few
guitar picks to the crowd and during the chorus get the audience to
participate. I hold the mic low for them to sing into.. feeling the girls
groping for me.. grabbing my legs, my hands.. pulling at me, reaching for
me.. I close my eyes and sing along and then hold out the mic to the next
group.
I opened my eyes ... something.. made me ... there she was.... close
enough to touch.. looking me in the eye, smiling seductively. I nearly lost
my voice for the first time ever in my career. She grinned at me and as I
held the mic down she said into it 'I want you.' Time stood still and I
felt my heart drop and spin and rise again... she wanted me and by God I
would be sure she got her wish..,
I caught the eye of the security guard and
giving my usual signal to him pointed out the girl I wanted escorted
backstage.. with just a nod and a point he had it figured out.
After the show I had to stop and sign some autographs for the few fans lucky
enough to get passes. Girls groping and hanging on all of us.. Got old, but
not complaining too much.. A free feel and a free fuck when desperate was
nothing to complain about. One groupie offered a free blowjob and
remembering the girl in white, I didn't hesitate in turning her down.
Finally people started to dissipate, and I wandered toward my dressing room. I felt
a stab of disappointment to find the room empty. Not a note, nothing. I asked
the security guard what happened and he simply shrugged at me.
"Fuck!" I cursed, and I had turned down an offer... I sulked in the limo back
to the hotel suite. The other guys were on the van, but me being Mr. Big got
the slick treatment. It was quiet at the hotel and I slipped up to my room
unnoticed thankfully. Eager to hit the scotch, have a toke or two and head
to my lonely bed, I opened the door, not bothering with the light. I clicked
the telly on as I passed it.. would provide more than enough light..
I took off my silk shirt and tight trousers and kicked my boots to the corner of the
room. I slipped into the bathroom for a shower and washed away the sweat and
the sticky shit makeup put in my hair to make it so wild for shows. I
scrubbed dry with a towel and headed out and to the room, poured myself a
large swig of scotch in a glass and downed it straight.
I reached for my case where I stashed my weed, but a movement caught my eye. The bed...
I turned and there she was... laying in my bed the coverlet pulled up under
her arms.. She'd been there the whole time I realized. She smiled at me, and
I felt my stomach spin. Trying to play Mr. rock star still, I grinned to the
side of my mouth and said "well hi there."
She patted the bed and indicated i was to sit next to her. Taking the joint I
lit it up and moved to sit next to her. She took the joint from my hand and
sucked deep on it.. Holding the smoke in and then moved closer to me and blew
it back to me and I sucked up the smoke in a kiss. We continued this way
until the spliff wasn't worth smoking. Then she pushed me back on my back and
started to kiss me..
Not used to being in the 'submissive' position I started
to get up, but she eased me back with a look and the palm of her hand....
I laid back and watched as she moved out of the coverlet and kneeled over me,
her legs straddling mine. Her tits were full, not too big, but to me perfect.
She had dark nipples and my mouth watered to taste them. She moved up
catlike over me, licking her lips, My eyes on hers, I felt mesmerized... she
took my lips in a kiss so deep and so soft I felt like I was melting to the
bed. She sucked on my bottom lip and slid her tongue deep in my mouth sliding
it over mine, to the back of my throat and across and over my tongue and
teeth, then she started to suck on mine, the kiss was drowning me in arousal
and my head swam with the sensations.. Felt dizzy like I had never been
kissed before.
Then I felt her hair of her soft mound brush against my thighs
as she kissed my neck and slid her body closer to mine, her nipples erect
rubbing against my chest, the hair of my chest tickling her.. She sucked
eagerly at my neck and at my moans began to suck harder. I knew she would
leave bruises but I didn't care, it felt too good.
She trailed her tongue over my skin, and traced my jaw with her fingernails lightly, then down my
neck to my chest she ran her fingernails tickling.. To my stomach, causing
the muscles there to jump a little, my cock was hard and could feel her brush
against it every so often.
Then her fingernails trailing over my navel,
diving into the belly button, then down tracing the trail of hair on my lower
abdomen.. she trailed her fingertip, the tip of her fingernail.... to the tip
of my cock... she then lowered her mouth and took the tip in her mouth.. she
sucked the precum off the tip of it and then licked a trail down the shaft of
me to my balls, feeling her fingernail trail me again followed by her tongue
down the shaft of me down the middle of my sack.
She tickled underneath my sack and then lowered her mouth once more to suck on my balls, taking each
one at a time, and rolling them on her tongue... I closed my eyes and
listened to the sound of her sucking on me, feeling my cock throb with
arousal... my groin hot with desire for her.
Then she started to nibble little nips along my sack, sending waves of excitement through me, up the shaft of my
cock and back down to the base where she bit down a bit harder, not painful
but oh so exquisitely, and then she moved fast and with one breathtaking move
slid me down her throat and began to deep suck me... I about sat up with the
shock of it, and she had her hand on my stomach already prepared for that
eventuality and pushed slightly to let me lay back ...
She sucked and swirled
me in her mouth... moving her mouth up and down over my cock.. Sucking and
slurping she was enjoying it more than I was I thought by the look of ecstasy
on her face.. She clearly loved my cock and what she could do to it, nibble
suck, stroke, I felt my body trembling and my balls pull up knowing I would
cum soon cum in her mouth, wanted to watch her.. tried to keep my eyes on
her but the pleasure so intense it was blinding went firing through me as I
exploded in her mouth.. She sucked and swallowed and feeling the spasms of
her swallowing made me cum harder... she moaned and slurped up every last drop
of me until I about screamed for her to stop as the pleasure approached
pain.. as my cock throbbed..
Now she leaned over me and kissed my mouth again fully letting me taste my
own self in that kiss, something new.. Something that I didn't' think twice
about at all. Then she moved up over my face and lowered herself so i could
lick her, I sucked at her juicy pussy, sucked at the oozing dripping juice,
she was so wet it dripped down her thighs.. I lapped it up eagerly, she
tasted sweet, and salty, a deep musky smell of sex assailed my nostrils
driving me on feverishly..
I sucked her clit and thrashed it with my tongue,
feeling her body sway and bob above me, buried my whole face in her cunt,
thrusting my tongue inside her all the way I could go.. Thrusting it hard and
licking her juices up.. feeling her sway... her moans growing louder, feeling
her pussy tighten up against my mouth, against my tongue probing her.. felt
her cumming.. her whole body rocked and swayed and she sprayed more juice in
my mouth over my face... showering me with her juices I sucked them up
eagerly and sucked at her clit... till she relaxed and moved down to lay
beside me...
We rested for a bit.. kissing and stroking letting our fingers
and hands explore each other. Then slowly, wordlessly I moved over her, and
slid between her thighs sliding in deep and fast... she gasped and her eyes
teared up for a brief moment... I watched her eyes as they glistened with
tears and excitement and thrusting into her I brought her to a gasping
breathless climax, feeling my own climax coming on the finish of hers, my
cries mingled with hers... then afterwards we lay spent in each others
arms...
Now..
I sit in my home studio... the sounds of laughter carries on the air.. I look
out the window and see my son, and my daughter running squealing in
delight... I watch as they run over the grass... long dark hair to her mid
back she chases them... my wife now, this woman I met 8 years ago at the
base of the stage... she looks up and smiles at me at the window... "I want
you" she mouths.. and I feel my groin get warm.....
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